WAITING FOR...?

Today, I could not get
my earrings in, got dizzy
dropping, standing,
folding over for fumbled posts
and looking around for
some ghost to tell me
something. Then
a parking lot praying
mantis told me to be
patient,
and I wanted to
scream at her, I haven’t
bitten my nails since
the day he died, so
now what?
So,
I’m waiting.